Wednesday, December 5, 2007

I WROTE THIS ON SEVENFATCOW....IT BELONGS HERE.

WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU !
Some unhappy soul who’s dead inside and blames the world around them for there misery and in reality thrives off of and enjoys that missery……..Thats why you willingly wallow in it! Or do you wander around aimlessly with the warped idea in your head that since you are such a “caring fucking individual” and “do gooder” and oh so selfless you are ! and because you are trying so fucking hard to help your self, that the world should bow to you and be at your beck and call and bend there fucking backs to rescue and help you……
when all you do is degrade and ridicule them to give your self a twisted feeling of worth and purpose? I thought that WE were supposed to be the ones that were better than this, the ones who left or stood alone while screaming our oh so true but bold opinion because of shit like this?

What the fuck happend to our strength? The strength that we had when we left the people who did this to us when we were down?I dont know who Moshe Kanovsky was, but I know that he lived in a dark ugly world filled with sadness sorrow and tears, and noone took the time to walk him out of there. I know that before he ended his missery he was probably tourmented by feelings of despaire and fear,and when he thought up his final plan he was probably terrified of failing at that too, and when he executed it……
he was probably numb to life by then, and it was the only thing left to do……
the thoughts of a one time fellow jumper……..EVERYONE has a breaking point ! a snaping point ! something that takes them to “the other side” You need soldiers to go to war, IT TAKES AN ARMY TO WIN THE WAR ! And here we stand claiming to be the REAL ONES, THE STRONG ONES, THE WARRIORS, THE SURVIVORS, THE ONES THAT ARE LOUD AND OUTSPOKEN WHEN THEY REJECT ANOTHER ONE, THE REAL MOTHER FUCKERS! But in reality, the ones who cause the vicious cycle to continue….THE ABUSED!……… THE ABUSERS !
LEAH KLEIM THE HIGH PRIESTESS OF SEVENFATCOW!